hey September!

u again, September! wahh. the time flies so fast! what Ive done? just same like i have before. shame on me and sort of borring. huh

but i'm happy for others. many frens getting married, got new job with better offer, got new boyfren (this one-like I care :p). but life has to move on. dont be like so-pathetic-me ;|

ouh ya, i would like to say here, this blog is all mine. it's all bout my life, my up and down days,things that I wanna share or not to share, daily life story,, and all the stories already been histories to me.

i might let this so called of journal left like this even tho i feel geli geli when i read some past entry again and again. ya, sometimes i'll laugh to myself but somehow that my way to think back what ive done before. i believe there'll be a silver lining behind all stories happens to me :)

yeah, stay tune with my so-looong-non-ter'update'-post ni ya guys. the entry will come out new if i'm ready to tell u somthing yg best. no emo emo post dah. tanak jadi dak kecik lagi *fingercrossed!* :p

Exhausted!

5 things what I feel now...


1)Penat!
penat seyh 2 3 minggu ni. Even tho rest sabtu ahad, but I'm still penat. Penat! Esp otak nih... sampai gadoh ngan client siap! hamik kau!! tak pernah pernah aku sembur client, kan dah kena.. kacau lagi time rest aku kat rumah, time maghrib pulak tuh!! dah lah call salah timing, then marah marah for the simple issue yang rasenye tak perlu kot ko nak marah marah.. silap la beb,,I'll not respect such people..nasib bek bos kat side aku. hehe

2)Terasa Sucks
bongok sgt rasa kalau tersalah bg coordinate point kat lab..sampai terpakse pg site lagi last Monday sampai sesat kat Kerian. Drive sendiri okke!! Penat lagii...

3)sepi.. poyo gela kot ayat..haha
part ni mmg sentiasa pon rasa macam alone (ecehh..) tapi hari ni terasa lebih sket sbb dah 2,3 hari ni asek happy je bila ada kawan lepak kat rumah. Malam ni membe dah balik, so, rasa bosan.. sedih la sorang sorang.. sapa sapa mahu lepak puchong, meh la singgah rumah noh.. nak tido cni pon boleh. bole teman I. hehe..

4)seba salah
Tak habis lagi rasa seba salah ni dalam idop aku. Rasa macam sampai bila pon aku tak kan maafkan diri sendiri. ermm,, nak cita lebih pon tak sesuai kot nak cita cni.. a bit personal. alahh.. benda dah lepas pon,, doakan yang terbaik buat diri dia dan pasangan..

5)terasa nak merapuuu je
Lama tak dapat nak borak borak merapu ngan kawan kawan kot. suma membe bz. bila ada peluang nak merapu sorang sorang kat cni, aku merapu la. haha..tak salah kan? macam orang gela pon ada dah aku nih :p

kesimpulannye aku bosan malam ni sebenanye. terasa berat kepala ni pk macam macam benda tapi tak dapat nak keluarkan. rasa stuck dalam kepala. Rasa macam ada batu yg halang hormon dopamine dalam saluran darah aku ni..merapu ni pon sbb nak keluarkan suma apa yg aku rasa. Ada je lagi ni tapi tak sesuai la nak cita cni.. Tak pe lah.biarlah sakit, telan je. bagi tau kat membe membe pon last last buat sakit hati bek tak payah..wah, sounds like aku macam tak puas hati with someone kan? hihi.. apa apa pon, life must goes on!!


My god,,, I'm sick with cakap-tak-serupa-bikin people. Sumpah aku tak suka!!!

smile =)

I feel its been a while for having a great smile and laugh. I mean a true one... maybe because of my work loads, 24 7 workin' and hormone regulate,,perhaps...

For the time being, only one thing can make me smile. That kind of smile.. the-really-happy one..But, unfortunately, its a bit risky. I know but I still take it..Why i said so? Cause nobody's know our future rite?

Its ok then. Maybe this is 'my turn' to face all these things. And now I'm learning and trying to digest each and every single thing that happened to me..

This page will become more dull if my hormone don't want to cooperate with me. so, blame the hormones!! =p

Bak omputeh kata, 'A forced smile is better than none'. So, SMILEEE =)

Ngeeeee...

salam..

hehe.. macam mane nak mule eh.. ermm..
hari ni macam best sbb..erm,, macam mane nak cakap eh..emmm...

ssh la nak discribe.. *grinning n smiling* hehehe...

tak pe la. nti nti la update lagi.. kepada pembaca blog saya yang setia (macam bese saye sedang perasan yang blog ni ramai follower), stay tune!!!





tunggguuuuu :p

belated & update entry : chrismast @ langkawi

hey there..


haha. so long not to write here. gela lame!





quite bz. n sooooo many personal things happened which is cannot be post here. so, senyap la jawabnye utk beberape lame kan.. emmm...



let see, what i did last christmast!

there u go.. LANGKAWIIIIIII!!!!!!!!

hahhahaa...sangat la malas mahu type dan update ketika ini. might be because of the dull life? ye kot :\

not really actually. so much fun happened last 3 weeks. my bf oredi got his dreams, my brother's PMR result is quite not bad, abah oredi completed his minor surgery @ IJN, eca got a new job, mak as well :)), office is just fine with planning to Bandung for family day this June yippiyeayyy!!!, with abah's help, i managed to get back my myvi :p, i did my exercise once a week weather its swimming, futsal or badminton and soon will be adding silat weekly training :)

satu bendeeee je yang tak best. i'm become bigger! arghh!!!!!! planning planning to get fit back!!! wathing the biggest loser everyday perhaps?!! please guys, do support me. me now very easy to get sick. even hurt easily when people hit at me. wtgemook kan?

okla.i think dats all fer today. will meet again soon. da~